the secret

there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too tough for him,
I say, stay in there, I'm not going
to let anybody see
you.

there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I pur whiskey on him and inhale
cigarette smoke
and the whores and the bartenders
and the grocery clerks
never know that
he's
in there.

there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too tough for him,
I say,
stay down, do you want to mess
me up?
you want to screw up the
works?
you want to blow my book sales in
Europe?

there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too clever, I only let him out
at night sometimes
when everybody's asleep.
I say, I know that you're there,
so don't be
sad.
then I put him back,
but he's singing a little
in there, I haven't quite let him
die
and we sleep together like
that
with our
secret pact
and it's nice enough to
make a man
weep, but I don't
weep, do
you?

ch. bukowski, bluebird

meet bumba :)

the fear

cateodata stau fata in fata cu mine si ma simt ca un copil care a ajuns la scoala cu lectia neinvatata...

oceans never listen to us anyway

You’re on the distant shore
Yo’re on the distant shore
Oceans never listen to us anyway,
Oceans never listen to us anyway.
And if I fall into the drink,
I will say your name before I sink.

He says your name out loud;
In miniature rooms where no one’s found;
It’s a desperate sound.
You’re on the distant shore
He stamps his feet down
You hear his knuckles on your door.
He wants to send you drawings
Drawings of men with faithful hands
They’ll make such good boyfriends
He wants to tell you stories
Stories of boys who stomped their feet saying,
“Shut – shut up I am dreaming of places
Where lovers have wings.”

“I’ll meet you where the river forks;
When everyone else is dead
You’ll be safe on the water
We’ll be much younger if we remember.
You’re on the distant shore
I stamp my feet down—Down do you hear knuckles
On your door. Do you understand
What I’m fighting for?
Oh,Oceans never listen to us anyway.
Oceans never listen to us anyway.
And if I fall into the drink,
I will say your name before I sink.
Oceans never listen to us anyway.

I’m afraid of the water;
I’m afraid of the sky.
I’m tired of waiting.
Oceans never listen to us anyway,
Oceans never listen to us anyway.
And if I fall into the drink,
I will say your name before I sink.
So… don’t make a sound.
Don’t make a sound.

heart shaped bruises :)

Cradle me
I'll cradle you
I'll win your heart
with a wit woo
pulling shapes just for your eyes

so with toothpaste kisses and lines

I'll be yours and you'll be

Lay with me, I'll lay with you
we'll do the things that lovers do
put the stars into our eyes

so with heart shaped bruises
and late night kisses
divine

don't even make a sound

imagine

I looked at the ocean and the
ocean looked good, full of blues and
greens and sharks.

Ch Bukowski

just as you dance, dance, dance

spread the word

shut me up

"Ten decisions shape your life,
you'll be aware of 5 above,
7 ways to go through school,
either you're noticed or left out,
7 ways to get ahead,
7 reasons to drop by,
when i said ' I can see me in your eyes',
you said 'I can see you in my bed',
that's not just friendship that's romance too,
you like music we can dance to,

Sit me down,
Shut me up,
i'll calm down,
and i'll get along with you,

There is a time when we all fail,
some people take it pretty well,
some take it all out on themselves,
some they just take it out on friends,
oh everybody plays the game,
and if you don't you're called insane,

Don't don't don't don't it's not safe no more,
i've got to see you one more time,
soon you were born,
in 1984,

Sit me down,
shut me up,
i'll calm down,
and i'll get along with you,

Everybody was well dressed,
and everybody was a mess,
6 things without fail you must do,
so that your woman loves just you,
oh all the girls played mental games,
and all the guys were dressed the same,

Why not try it all,
if you only remember it once,
ooooooooooooooooooooooo,

Sit me down,
shut me up,
i'll calm down,
and i'll get along with you,

(okay one more time)"

busy

ill be there as soon as i can
but im busy mending broken pieces of the life i had before

i set all my pets free

i don’t think that my definition of what i feel will ever get better than this




“You make me lose my buttons oh yeah you make me spit I don’t like my clothes anymore
We’re spending time and money yeah you’re colder than yourself
Now we’re moving now we’re taking control

You make me lose my buttons oh yeah you make me spit I don’t like my clothes anymore
You take me to New Orleans yeah you put me to the test
I know what my heart is for
You reach out for a blanket I say girl you’ve got something I love how you wear it
Now we’re spending time and money yeah you’re colder than yourself
Now we’re moving now we’re taking control

Love will get you down!
My love's a laboratory I set all my pets free
So baby you should sleep with me
I make trips to the bathroom and my friends dont have true grit
I am speckled like a leopard

Put a lid on Shirley Temple
Yeah you make sleek kills
Yeah you travel you travel
You park me in your buick
You sing songs into my lips
Well i am speckled like a leopard
Just like a leopard

Trust will get you down
I love the way You put me in the big house
I love the way You put me in the big house
If I get there early will it be the right time?
Our heaven is just waiting so put your hand into mine
If I get too surly will you take that in stride?
our boat is just there waiting so put your little hand in mine

And speak when you’re spoken of
Catch up on your sleep girl
When you wear that body glove
You’re acting on initiative
You’re spelling out your love
You shouldn’t be alone in there
You could be above ground

All i want is to be the very best for you
All i want is to do the very best by you
Oh this time
There'll be no life of crime
Don't rain on me tonight
Circle around me now baby it’ll be ok
Cause we all go downtown sometimes
Somehow baby we’ll beat this mess
It’s the time fuck the surface to meet the specialist

Time away from me will get you down
I love the way you put me in the big house
I love the way you put me in the big house

If I get there early will it be the right time?
Our heaven is just waiting
So put your hand into mine
If I get too surly will you take that in stride?
Our boat is just there waiting
So put your little hand in mine

And speak when you’re spoken of
Catch up on your sleep
When you wear that body glove
You’re acting on initiative
And you’re spelling out your love
You shouldn’t be alone in there
You could be above ground

If you're frustrated then go
If you're frustrated then go

Honey bee, you should be through with this, your packaged eyes, your vicious lips,
You could be young, but you're out of touch
If this love's been done, then what's your rush?

I'm a specialist in hope and I'm registered to vote
Why don't you come into my barrio
We'll see if we can float
I'm a specialist in hope and I'm registered to vote
Why don't you come into my barrioWe'll see if you can float”

dizzy

sau altfel spus, antiseptic to the soul
good night

dreambike

foto credit: www.kellys-bicycles.com

semantics won't do

feist

schleessel

(the amsterdams - lights out)

scarecrow

(wolf parade - i'll believe anything)

"I came up with a new game-show idea recently. It's called The Old Game. You got three old guys with loaded guns onstage. They look back at their lives, see who they were, what they accomplished, how close they came to realizing their dreams. The winner is the one who doesn't blow his brains out. He gets a refrigerator".
- confessions of a dangerous mind

i think we should go

I wish I could live free.
I hope it's not beyond me.
Settling down, it takes time.
One day we'll live together,
and life will be better.
I have it here yeah in my mind.
Baby, you know someday you'll slow.

and baby, my heart's been breaking

I gave a lot to you.
I take a lot from you too.
You slave a lot from me.
Guess you could say I gave you my edge.

But I can't pretend I need to defend some part of me from you.
I know I've spent some time lying.

I can't pretend I don't need to defend some part of me from you.
I know I've spent some time lying.

You're looking alright tonight.
I think we should go.
You're looking alright tonight.
I think we should go.

(interpol - the new)

am fost brasov

intr-o noapte, si n-am stat decat o ora, si ploua si era 3 dimineata, si nimic nimic deschis si nimic nimic uscat..

portoroz

portoroz este un orasel din slovenia unde are loc o data pe an un festival de publicitate. mai jos, cele 6 zile, in imagini.